closing my eyes, chasing my thoughts away.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

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sunday:
youth service.came late though.oops.
took cab to great world city with sam,his cousin and hoho.
phuisee pungseh me!
joshuatoh,lanz and caleb came and join us.
woah!so many guys and i'm the only girl!
WEIRD LAH.
went arcade aft lunch.
met anna&pearl later at anchorpoint.
and headed to pearl's house.it's DAMN BIG!
her little brother is superrrrrrr adorable lah.
watched final destination.
anna came to my house cause it was late and her parents not at home.
ohh!while we were walking to my house,we heard this sound which sounded like a scream.
we screamed!and ran away!haha.

monday:
stayed at home the whole day.
damn sian and boring.
kept snacking and growing fat!
talked to char on the phone to entertain myself.
took a nap in the evening.

today:
cell outing at vivo.
supposed to watch the nightmare before christmas-3D
but there was some technical problem.
so they refunded our tickets.
gab was so sad cause she really wanted to watch it.
went to coffee bean to slack.
then window-shopping.
bought earrings!nail polish!(:
so fun!planning another outing at sentosa!
whee!!!
okay i cant sleep now.i'm so weird lah.
and i miss anna A LOT!!!:(

{ i was alone out there } 6:35 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

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i learnt this song from gabrielle during the movie marathon.
cause she kept singing it.
and i think it's really nice!(:

Emotional-Diana DeGarmo

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside

Sometimes I’m sad 'bout everything
Sometimes I’m mad and break some things
Sorry times ten but you just got in the way

Don’t give up
No running away
I wont hurt you
Sometimes I’m just a pain
And that’s the way it is
That’s just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That’s when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I’m just scared you'll leave me
That’s when I feel.. emotional

You say I’m just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I’m just a girl, get used to it
No big deal

You cant change me
Why would you try
I’m no angel, but I can make you smile
And that’s the way it is
That’s just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That’s when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I’m just scared you'll leave me
That’s when I feel emotional

(Don't give up) Don’t give up
I wont hurt you
Oh, sometimes I’m just a pain
And that’s the way it is
That’s just the way I am....That’s when I need you

Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I’m just scared you'll leave me
That’s when I feel
Ohhhh yeaaahhhhhh
I feel
Sometimes I get..emotional

{ i was alone out there } 9:37 PM

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MOVIE MARATHON cum NIGHT BAZAAR!
at grace2 chapel.
it was so funnnnn.
me and gab had to go there earlier to set up our games stall.
we were laughing like mad cause our game was really dumb.
and thinking of really lame excuses so that we would save
ourselves from embarrassment.haha.
then it was time for the movie marathon.
we had ice breakers first.
then the 1st movie started.
i watched it before so i just kept eating and talking!
then gladys and i kept throwing mentos sweets at sam.
after awhile,gab,gladys,jy,stella and i went out to look at the stars!
it was so nice!we saw a shooting star lah.
so cool!haha.

then they showed this show called the butterfly effect.
it was very nice and interesting.
but got some sick parts lah.
so they had to censor them cause got under age ppl there.
anyway,during the break,we went "FLYING!"
haha.it helped us to stay awake lah.
i ate lots of snacks and sweets and drank A LOT of water lah.
dont know what's wrong with me.
i refilled my bottle like 5times!

the last show was quite boring but like quite touching too.
it's called helen the baby fox.
and i didnt sleep at all during the whole marathon!
i had to go to grace1 for choir prac at 1pm.
so i still had like 3 hrs.so i slept for 2 hrs in the youth centre.

choir prac was okay.learnt this new song.
quite catchy so can learn faster!
surprisingly,i'm not tired with only 2hrs of sleep!
i'm still awake since i reached home.
it's a miracle! not like i sleep a lot either lah.
okay till here!(:

{ i was alone out there } 8:17 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

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okay.i think i'm lazy to update my blog like almost everyday.
cause there's like nothing really exciting to write.
but anyway, just for fun.

saturday:
stayed at home the whole day.
so boring la.
was supposed to go ikea with anna.
but i was too tired and my mum didnt allow.
so i watched she's the man on youtube.
i wished i could play football as good as her!
the show is so nice la...not because of CHANNING TATUMonly.
(not like SOMEONE.right anna?)haha.

sunday:
went to church.
there was a short skit during service to publicise for the movie marathon.
jan acted like so bimbo la...haha.
anyway, went to ps with phuisee,sam,hoho and the rest.
and met anna there!like WOW!
i was seriously shocked!:D
then met up with her aft lunch and walked to parkmall.
then back to ps.saw yanru's sis there.
we called her and i heard her saying she was at ps too.
so we went ard ps looking for her.
me: maybe she's @ the cinema area.
anna: okay, let's go. Yanruuuuuuuu ! Yanruuuuuuu !
me: oh.not here. maybe she's @ Yamaha cause her sister's in band.
anna: oh yeah ! Yanruuuu !
me: i know !maybe she's @ the cinema now. cause she was in the lift.
anna: maybe she's lining up there, signing up for that class !
me: maybe she's in the lift. let's go wait for here there.
it went on for damn long. & we were laughing like CRAZY.
called yanru after waiting quite long ;
anna: what colour shirt are you wearing?
yanru: Uh, black.
anna: oh okay. are you still in ps ?
yanru: I was never @ Ps. i'm @ Tiong Bahru.
whatttttttttttttt man. we started laughing even more !LOL.
and there was this time when we were laughing like mad.
then this couple was walking towards us.
and anna's head almost touched the woman's boobs la!
haha.sick.okay.we're like so DUMB!haha.

monday:
went to anna's house.
i locked myself in her room cause i was scared of her dog.
and she and her sis kept letting the dog in.
and i was like freaking out.
i know i'm a scady cat.fine.

today:
st.john's chapel for CCIS dance prac.
it was more tiring.and there's gonna be lots more practices.
ahh!my hols are taken up.
and i think i'm gonna join the CCIS choir too.
met gabrielle at grace2.
had to construct this game for the night bazaar this fri.
and we have to finish by thurs.stress.
and it was raining when we left.
so dirty and muddy!eww.
now,watching scary movie4 now.
it's damn funny and sick la...haha.
the grudge part a bit scary though.
okay till here.nights!(:

{ i was alone out there } 11:32 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

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today is the official date where my internet is BACK!
wooh.after months and months of waiting...
it's finally BACK!but my bro will most probably use a lot.

anyway, today i went to gabrielle ong's house.
met her at lakeside mrt.waited for jan for like 15mins!
then bought chocolates for breakfast.haha.
then we constructed our cell's game for the grace2 carnival.
and made the posters too while listening to music.
and we kept singing.okay i mean I kept singing.haha.
i think her house is really NICE and BIG!(:
oh i'm supposed to meet kerpal but had no time.sorry.
okay till here.

{ i was alone out there } 6:57 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

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HELLO!!!!(:
i'm finally gonna get to use the comp!wooh.
today was the thanksgiving service at st.andrews cathedral.
quite boring but yan says it was worse last year.
oh and the rumour about ms low being attached is NOT TRUE.
cause we asked her personally.haha.
okay so we went to carl's junior at marina sq for lunch.
the burger is really BIG!but the fries isnt as nice as ljs.
anyway, i got high metabolism so i wont get fat.yay!
after that anna,dharsh pearl and i wanted to go bowling.
but in the end we changed our mind and went to anna's house.
and saw her totally spoilt sis being stubborn and crying a lot.
then we went rollerblading and cycling.
was quite fun and i didnt fall down.haha.
okay till here(:

{ i was alone out there } 11:24 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

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Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems it was just yesterday when i saw your face
You told me how proud you were,but i walked away
If i only knew what i know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing i wouldnt do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you wont be there

Ohh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldnt do
And i've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days i feel broken inside but i wont admit it
Sometimes i wanna hide cause it's you i miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me i was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down on me?
Are you proud of who i am?

There's nothing i wouldnt do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldnt do
And i've hurt myself, ohh

If i had just one more day
i would tell you how much that i've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldnt do
And i've hurt myself, by hurting you

{ i was alone out there } 6:49 PM